I forgive all of you beautiful women for throwing yourselves at me endlessly. I get it now.
That’s why your so aggressive with me. You want me to replace what was done to you.
A good memory to replace the bad. Is that why you abandon your dates for me?
Beg me to take you home? To get away? That does explain college. You think no one could hurt me.
Well thats true. I have never seen a man that I think could beat me. They’d need a lot of help.
Even that never worked.
Oh well. At least my kids had me to protect them.
Hopefully that’s it for me. I’ll never be fixed or happy.
I just have to learn to accept this is my life.
