It’s Hard For Me To Confess Those Feelings

It’s hard for me to confess those feelings, cause once i do they become real
Despite knowing it deep down, it was for the best
Our breakup is for sure for the best, but i hate that it happened
I hate that i still love him, still appreciate him, love every single aspect of him
Deeply in love him and it makes me hate him

How can i still love someone that threw me like a used ass chewing gum just after it lost all it’s sweet taste.
Nothing to him
Just when it didn’t go the way he liked i was nothing to him.
Easily replaceable