My father expired 4 years ago ,day before yesterday I found my mom is doing phone sex regularly with one of my father's friend.
My sister told me about that and I made sure it was true.
Then me and my sister confronted mom she was shocked and very guilty.
We handling things tell mom that no problem it was a mistake which would never be repeated.I had crush on my mom from a long time and I wanted to make out with her seizing the opportunity I told her her that it's ok every one has physical needs and I will fulfill my mom's physical needs.But my refused to it saying it's not right I made her feel very guilty so that she allow me to fuck her but it didn't work.
Then next night I woke up at midnight and done drama that I saw a very bad dream in which I saw my mom fucking with my uncle.
My mom consoled me and said it will never happen in reality it was just a dream.
After that I slept close to my mom and confronted her that I had a crush on her and I cannot help myself so please allow me to fuck but she didn't allowed then I went in bathroom and masterbated and then slept but I was unable to fuck my mom and now she knows that how big pervert I am that's why girls always stay away from me.
I am feeling very guilty don't know what to do now and I dont know what happens to me at nights seeing mom .
