I’m 14 and am living with my grandmother.
My mother died giving birth to me and my twin sister and my dad died 2 years after our birth from cancer.
Our mother’s side of the family gained custody, specifically my grandmother, and to be candid- I wanna fucking kill that bitch.
She’s traditional and has beaten me, my sister, my uncle and my aunty since we were little.
It was only until around 3 years ago I realised this wasn’t normal.
I went down a rabbit hole and started thinking for myself.
I realised I don’t agree with her homophobia and when I’m old enough will apostles from the religion they strongly practice (My family is Muslim).
She is also marrying my aunty off to her nephew, my sister doesn’t seem to mind, but I find it disgusting.
My grandmother is married to a man who has a second wife.
They have 5 kids and today my sister went to go see them.
My sister is an extrovert and I think the lockdown was killing her (we live in the UK).
She returned and then my grandmother just went off.
She screamed at her and beat her, saying that my sister knew she didn’t want her husbands kids over and by going there she made my grandmother look like the bad person.
She’s done this before and I hate her for it.
I can’t wait for the day I leave for good and see her on her knees begging me not to leave.
(Sounds psychotic I know lol).
Until then, I resist the urge to kill her whenever I get the chance and countdown till the destined day.
