I am alone and i cry a lot when there is nobody around me. I feel lonely in croud.
I want to suicide but then i keep thinking of my grandmother that loves me more like anything in this world.
i have no friends i am styding in a college . I never harmed anyone. I tried to be a helper.
Can i just remove my lonliness by taking drugs.
I love someone at college but afraid to tell her because she dont even know my name.
I am so so so much shy in front of strangers i need some one to help me.
The day when my grand parents die i will commit suicide.
After that i have no reason to live this cursed life they are the only happiness of mine i am not good at studies i try a lot to get better at it but i cann't.
IF SOMEONE IS READING FIND A REASON IN YOUR LIFE. AND NEVER LEAVE THAT REASON.