Most of my high school days I was depressed and even suicidal. I didn’t see a use for me in the world. Now that I have some things to look forward too, these suicidal thoughts make me feel even more unappreciative.
Why do I still feel like this even though I’ve finally figured out what I want to do in life?
It’s like I wasn’t made to live a life without these thoughts and feelings.
I’m in a similar situation minus the whole looking forward to stuff part of the confession