Hi Sam I know you are reading this
I'm really sorry for that but at that time
I have never talked to one of you, and I'd never expected such a reply from you that day.
I know how it felt.
I could never imagine going through the situation you went through that day.
I still remember your guilt face after I spoke to you.
I am so sorry, Sam, I just couldn't forget it.
It's been years, you know I went up to confessions several times, but it just doesn't go.
I know I should have immediately apologized, but things were not aligned the way you expected me to respond.
Even my friend kept telling me that it was the right time to say it, but…
I was a fucking teen MANN, and I have this HUGE regret that I just could not show up.
I still can not think of the situation you went through that day.
We have crossed roads several times, but I just can't do it (The eye contact thing/Apology thing)…
I'm completely devastated, shattered.
The emotional crests and troughs in my life just remind me how mean, self-centred, rude, arrogant was I to you.
I still don't know who are you, how are you or if we will crossways, but I wanna let you know that I am not the type of person you saw that day.
I am sorry
I hope you are in good health and taking great care of your family.
Wishing you a happy and prosperous future.
Simon
