I fear that I bore my wife.
I think I’m a boring person and there’s nothing interesting about me anymore.
I used to be more exciting, funnier, and fun to be around, but then I got older, sicker, and less of a joy.
I’m in deep emotional pain thanks to the way I grew up and I’ve come to the realization that nothing will release me from the torment I feel within.
My soul is pretty much dead inside. I feel useless and hollow and just in the way of everything.
Why am I alive?