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  • Birthdays Bring me a Fear of Uncertainty

    BIRTHDAYS…. they are the synonyms for cake, cards, presents, and parties.. I am supposed to have a good time but when I don’t….I do have always this BIRTHDAY BLUES… birthdays bring me a fear of uncertainty When my sister becomes excited about our bday a day before (We r twins)… I would isolate myself and […] More

  • Feel Sick to My Stomach About How Selfish I am

    Today at school we had a lesson where everyone wrote a thing/memory that no one knows about you on a piece of paper and then the papers would be ominously passed out and read aloud. I took the chance for granted. I simply wrote a wholesome memory of my dad. As the class read the […] More

  • My Family Members Removed My Testicles

    Sadly, I was in a situation where my family members believed that I had to be castrated because of issues i couldn’t overcome. I would have chosen it to be done by a professional surgeon but instead it was done by my sister in law with my mother in law and my other sister in […] More

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  • One day someone will make me feel better

    I realised that I was lying to myself. I loved my family, my friends, myself, or so I tried to convince myself. They could die for all I could care. I’m pretending to love my parents because I need financial support to eat, sleep and survive. I pretend to love my brother because that’s the […] More

  • I don’t want to lose our friendship

    I am a second-year student pursuing my Engineering course. I have been from a school, which I hated throughout my teenage years. I never liked that place, I never liked being around those people who put me down always. Every morning, the walk from my school gate to the classroom was the worst journey. I […] More

  • In my early teens I was a bully magnet

    In my early teens, I was a bully magnet. Quiet, studious, excused gym on medical grounds…and a bit overweight. On that last note, bullies would often taunt me about needing a girdle. This was the late seventies when “real” girdles were still commonly advertised. At the start of the new school year, I was on […] More

  • Met some random guys and then freaked out

    I met this certain someone a few months ago through a game, they were kind. They asked which country I’m from and I told them, they also asked my first name which made me confused but told them anyway… A few weeks went by and they confessed that they were a boy and that they […] More

  • Why didn’t I say no?

    I’m going into 2022 just as unhappy as I was in 2021. I hate myself for it and I don’t wanna get better. I don’t wanna recover from my eating disorder, I don’t wanna recover from my sh addiction. I tell everyone I wanna get better but truthfully I don’t. I hate myself for the […] More

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  • I don’t want to leave this profession

    I chose Law as career because I always felt I belonged here. I always wanted to help people in a way that made an actual impact of both of our lives. I’ve started my practice of Law in a district court and the stories people bring, the emotions, all of this is getting a little […] More

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