I’m so touch starved I feel like crying. I need affection. Like, a lot of it. I want to be held and caressed and cuddled. At this point, I’m desperate, and it feels so embarrassing. Even just a touch would help. On my face, my arms, my legs, my back, my belly, my head, anything.
I just want to feel the pressure of another person’s touch. If someone were to hold my arm, I would fucking melt. I would set aside all my trust issues and avoidance just to relish the feeling. God, if someone held and pet me or gave me a massage, I would probably just break down and cry. I’m so tired of trying to simulate hugs and touches. Nothing feels the same as another person.