I am Dying with Regrets

I am a man currently married to a woman who has abused me for over 20 years. She treats me like dirt and the dog gets treated better than I do.

I am in good shape while she is very overweight and out of shape. I have never known what it feels like to have a woman who truly loves me and deeply desires me. I will never know what it feels like to have a woman that I can share anything with intimately and sexually and it breaks my heart and will be a huge regret that I die with.

I have wished for many days and years to have just one day with a woman who will make me feel desired, loved, and will allow me to share intimate secrets with her. But my wish has never been granted.