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  • A sign of bad luck that our relationship will end

    When people say the word ‘Goddamit’ out loud I cringe and take it as a sign of bad luck that our relationship will end. Stepping away from them like a bolt of lightning is about to strike them out of a clear blue sky because they curse themselves and attract a lot of bad luck […] More

  • That reality lived no longer exists

    I awoke in bed the first weekend of April 2008. The whole of existence is not as it was before, not the world at all that I remember. The ‘time of before’ is gone. That reality lived no longer exists, this existence is similar majorly, yet minor things either don’t exist, never have, or are […] More

  • In my early teens I was a bully magnet

    In my early teens, I was a bully magnet. Quiet, studious, excused gym on medical grounds…and a bit overweight. On that last note, bullies would often taunt me about needing a girdle. This was the late seventies when “real” girdles were still commonly advertised. At the start of the new school year, I was on […] More

  • Met some random guys and then freaked out

    I met this certain someone a few months ago through a game, they were kind. They asked which country I’m from and I told them, they also asked my first name which made me confused but told them anyway… A few weeks went by and they confessed that they were a boy and that they […] More

  • I went grocery shopping wearing only…

    I don’t like that only women can go out in public wearing only a t-shirt (we all assume they’re wearing shorts underneath)… so, I went grocery shopping wearing only a t-shirt and barefoot (because that turns me on)… I was in the frozen foods aisle & a woman asked me if I knew where the […] More

  • I stay numb and also hallucinate a lot

    Hi everyone. We all have sad things in our life. It all depends upon our situation. Well in my case, I usually get triggered by sadness at once for no reason. And I stay numb and also hallucinate a lot. People find me comfortable because I am a great listener. But now I hate being […] More

  • Why didn’t I say no?

    I’m going into 2022 just as unhappy as I was in 2021. I hate myself for it and I don’t wanna get better. I don’t wanna recover from my eating disorder, I don’t wanna recover from my sh addiction. I tell everyone I wanna get better but truthfully I don’t. I hate myself for the […] More

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