I (male) have been flirting with a female friend online for years.
We know each IRL, but live far away.
In recent times our chats have evolved into BDSM, with her as the dom.
In a dare game, I'd have to get off to whatever GIF she sent me.
The first one she sent me was of 3 gay men kissing each other.
There was some pressure and encouragement and I ended up giving in.
This was a couple of weeks ago.
My confession: early this morning I went back over the conversation and got off to that GIF again, and had an insane orgasm.
Yes, worried about myself.