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    When my fiance died, I was 26. We had been best friends since age 10 and did not start dating until I was 20 and in college. Considering how abusive my stepfather and mothers marriage was, my fiance always consistently made me feel safe and was very much a shelter in the storm. Reliable and […] More

  • I Think There Are Multiple Mystery Men

    Adele’s Mystery Man. I think there are multiple mystery men. The 2nd album anger is directed at the man who broke her heart at age 18-20. She’s wondering why he couldn’t love her, but quickly married another. So the bridge video that cemented her place in music. Perfect video for the mood. Perfect piano. Unbelievable […] More

  • So If I Ever Hurt Your Feelings

    True Love. So if I ever hurt your feelings. I’m sorry. You do not have to accept my apology. It’s OK to hate me if you need to. I don’t blame you. But if you fell for me; and I pushed you away somewhere in my life, your blessed. I’m not worth loving. More

  • We Married Right Out Of High School

    True Love. I have my true love. We married right out of high school. But what about other people who fall in love with you? What about lust. What if people endlessly lust after you when your single? You start having feelings. They use you & dump you. That hurts after a while. Especially if […] More

  • I Was A Great Dad I Thought

    Children are everything. I was a great dad I thought. Then at some point not as much. I get locked onto thoughts it seems. My children are doing great comparatively. We want better for them, but at times if they are stable, that’s a blessing from God. I can’t undo my past. I think I […] More

  • She Is Perfect In My Eyes

    My heart has always belonged to only one, and i married her when i was very young. She is perfect in my eyes. Of course she got me. I’m keeping a distance from them now. But she still loves me. I’ll never understand why. Why would a perfect creation of God choose me? I’m like […] More

  • Such A Weird Fear And Priotity Of Mine

    me feeling like a complete spastic during sex and trying to get sex. such a weird fear and priotity of mine. I think I want sex in the dark if I do do it with a guy. I often imagine my boy lolly pop who I would sing to and sing "my boy lolly pop […] More

  • I Simply Can’t Imagine Him Being Gone Or Away

    I never thought I would experience what it was like to TRULY fall in love. Until I met him. He completely changed my life around in ways that I didn’t think were possible. He helped me grow into the person I am now and he has helped me see that the world can be a […] More

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