I was bullied from 6th grade till my senior year in High school.
I was forced into being bald at school by bullies cutting down my hair.
My gf died when I was in the beginning of 10th grade.
Her friends said that they wished I died instead of her.
I have attempted to take my own life atleast once a year.
I've tried to fall in love, but I've never found someone who'd tell me it's okay to be not okay.
All of my so called friends at a point in time have told me that I should die.
I tried reaching out to my parents when I was first started being bullied, and they said "Why this stuff only happens with you".
So I started blaming myself for being bullied, as if I was wrong or something was wrong with me that's why I was being bullied.
I am now at a point in my life that I've stopped believing in anything, anyone.
I hate the way I am. I hate the way I look. I hate my body. I hate my personality. I hate myself.
And I don't think anything or anyone including me could change that.
