I am 23 years old. I have been suffering from Borderline personality disorder for a year now.
My father suffers from Bipolar disorder.
I have been hiding my issue from my family because i feel like they already are going through a lot because of my father and telling them about my problems will only put a bigger burden on them.
I am friends with my ex. i am always there when he needs me.
i keep everything aside and listen to all his problems. But turns out he lies to me all the time.
I thought he was my bestfriend till one day i discovered that he was playing video games when i was talking about an issue that was bothering me.
I always check on people but lately it feels like no one really cares if i am there or not.
Its like I can be dead tomorrow and my friends wont even care.
