It's been 2 years since i tried to commit suicide, i don't want to do it again because my family went through a lot but i can't stop thinking about it,i just want everything to stop.
I miss being happy.
Feeling pressure to study when i hate school,to get a job when i know im too dumb to be hired and whenever i see myself online i hate the way i look and i feel bad for people who have to see my face everyday,honestly wish i never existed that's why i dont want to have kids i dont want them to feel or experience what i did when i was 15 ans now im 19.
I need help but i dont know where to go and i dont want to burden my family or friends again when they think im happy.
