I feel like I live in this house alone
Nothing feels like it should
From the fights every night
To the resets every morning
Why is it like this?
What have I done?
Have I misplaced my faith in the lord?
Or have I become a trap in my own game?
I feel as though I did it myself
Picked a woman who was in need of some help
But all I could see was what was under the belt
Damn I guess I play with what I dealt
I thought I could see through it all
The clouded judgement was my fall
She was messed up in the head
I should’ve seen it
I should’ve seen it
In this house it’s a endless cycle
Fight, eat, sex, fight
Fighting is so uncalled for
I’m always on the defense
Why is she so angry?
It’s not my fault for the steps she took in her life..
If you suck you suck don’t put it on me
I chose you but did I really?
Decisions only been made when we were having a baby
Why couldn’t I see this?
I should’ve seen it
I should’ve seen it
