I never had a very close relationship with my dad, it was very surface level platonic bond..We never shared personal stuff or even talk that much.I always felt that void in my life and have missed out a lot on father-son bonding…So I always wished for it and developed daddy issues..
Later I realized I was into men…Once accidentally I saw my dad undressing before taking a bath and ever since then I couldn’t forget that site.
His hairy chest ,fair body, thighs and pink p**** .
I fantasize it and every night I jerk off thinking of us making love ..
The worst part is I would have a extreme repulsive attitude after this towards him..I am totally confused how to carryon with this relationship…..
