I am 21 years old and have always liked older men in their late 30's and 40's.
I used to think it was a phase, until I realised it wasn't.
I have a boyfriend (my age) of 3 years that I used to love very much but now it just isn't enough.
I try to suppress my attraction towards older men and act normal because I am ashamed of myself.
At this moment I just don't know what to do.
The love for my boyfriend is gone and I just want to do what makes me happy.
I am just so scared I will be judged because of my preference for older men.
I need support and someone that listens to me.
I can't do this alone anymore.
