I have literally wasted my last 5 years of life . Haven't acheived anything. Preparing for the medical exam from past three years everytime i start with full confidence but i ended up ruining everything playing games watching porn wasting much of a time on youtube now i am feeling very bad I've lost the […] More
i want to hurt myself. it's all i've been thinking about all day. i was hoping to sit down tonight and make myself bleed until it hurts too much to move. i deserve it. but i can't find my blade. it's gone. i can't get a new razor until tomorrow because it's right by my […] More
IM BI- (bi-romantic) meaning i like both genders. I just want to spread it out to the world that i have anxiety and most likey adhd but all i want to do is sit down in a patch of grass and cry but i cant cause i have a phobia for insects and i need […] More
Should I just kill myself? I seriously have no future, I continueusly disobey my parents. I’m close to failing my grade, and if I do my parents threatened to stop my education. It’s awful. I’m not special, and my best friend is going theough the same which is quite funny. Maybe I have a curse, […] More
I don't know when this began. The only thing I know is that now it feels as if this feeling always existed somewhere within. It sounds stupid and I almost refuse to believe it myself, but I am not a real person. Everyone else is, and somehow I am not. Whenever I look at those […] More
I grew up in a remote place where the male population must know all sorts of hard work. Lifting, fixing things and the sort. But growing up, I favored knowledge, I grew reading encyclopedias and textbooks and watching animes and, as expected, they ridiculed me because I was supposed to be skillful and be able […] More
i’m struggling with my gender so badly right now. I lowkey wish i was born a boy but i’m too scared to admit to myself that i’m a trans boy. I’m scared of what being trans ftm will bring and possible changing my name and pronouns. It’s just really scary, but i don’t think i […] More