I Let My Brother Touch My Tits

I let my brother touch my tits and i wanna kill myself for it.

I live in a very weird family; my parents don’t love each other, my brother and mother have a really strong oedipous kindof relationship, to the point where she treats him like a baby still even when he’s 17yo. He is also a perverted man.

Ever since last year, i’ve been going to therapy because of more trauma cause by my disfuntional family, and I feel so dirty when i think about what I let him do. At first i thought it was nothing, but now I just feel so bad i cannot stand another day.

Everybody lives their lives like nothing is wrong, but i know it is and I can’t handle it.