I’ve been infatuated and obsessed with my pastor for 17 years. I’ve told him I love him.
I’ve told him I want to have an affair with him. We are both married.
He finally told me this year after 17 years of me being completely smitten that I need to cease all contact with him.
I’m heart broken. What the fuck is wrong with me?
17 years is a long time. My wife is a church secretary. And she has fallen in love with the new black preacher. I found text from her to him. I told her I was OK with her loving him. The preacher is 10 years younger than my wife and divorced. I sent him a text told him my wife LOVED him and I am OK with him using her for his needs. I told him he could use my house as a sex nest. I told my wife to give him a key to our home. My wife was so excited. She told me she was going to be a nasty slut for him. They have been fucking for a year at my house.