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  • Something

    I started jerking off, I when was on meth later on would have fantasy of being forceful on others. I get jealous easy if others seem as they are doing better than I. I don’t like being told off , others telling us what to do. I get jealous at others success in there field […] More

  • I Don’t Want to Lust

    I sold. It go to a mind frame of lust, when I come across some one I should not go into automatic mode I to lust. I don’t want to feel lust for no one.when I come across a sexy dressed lady or think of some one I don’t want to lust. I need to […] More

  • God Is All

    Our mind and body is burning right now, i keep thinking about past conversations and future events and not keeping to current moment. i am a a fool for this. i need to take all guru ji blessings and not reject them, i need to stop taking mind to haumi , i need to stop […] More

  • God, I Need Your Mercy

    I need your mercy, strength and forgiveness. Oh lord please forgive me of masturbation and pornography. I REPENTED 4RM D SIN OF MASTURBATION LAST YEAR BUT NOW, DIS YEAR I HAVE COME BACK 2 IT KNOWINGLY! LORD PLS FORGIVE ME & HAV MERCY OH LORD & DELIVER ME IJN, AMEN!.. PLS LORD OF HOST FORGIVE […] More

  • excitement

    i can not get excited and think overly of making friends, i think to much and leads to undue hardship. i can not slander guru das das, for i am a fool , he is the one wh carried us across the wordly ocean. if he calls he does if not its o.k…..i need to […] More

  • Again and Again..

    I am a boy who is a christian and even a choir.. and also a teen.. I’ve attended many seminars on sex.. with all these i still find my self committing this secret sin which is called masturbation.. i will stop for like 6 days and after six days i will come back to it […] More

  • God Is All

    I am blessed by god and with Gurprasad i am on spiritual journey from dark to light. I get uncomfortable in public and have to remind self god is all and with out his name the whole world is crazy. Everybody just about. I need not focus on woman but gods light. I should not […] More

  • Drugs and Fantasy

    When I was snorting meth i would get real active horny. i would have fantasy of being a nudist and have fantasy of being naked in front of women and fantasy of sex with aunt’s. i would have fantasy of nudism. and didn’t . thank god it was fantasy, once i masturbated in from of […] More

  • Godlessness

    I am god awakened and do satnaam meditation. When I am in public around people , godlessness makes mind uncomfortable. Mind tries to question god. I am fool for this , mind tries to raise questions about structures mega structures and on purpose tries to assault gods light , I am a fool More

  • lust

    kaam “lust is trying to enter head and evoke response, i say you are shit nothing lowest of the lowest lust go back to nothingness under our feet you peace of crap . lust tries to insult of guru ji for no reason More

  • Web-cum of Taken Guy

    I confess that I can be a bad bad girl. One time I chatted with someone in San Fransisco to the point where he went on webcam to jerk off while his girl was out shopping with friends. It was in their home. And it turned me on to make him do something so bad. […] More

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