I've been thinking of my sister sexually on and off for a few years, she is 11, I feel bad about thinking of her in the way I do, I've been addicted to masturbating a few times and have quit before but always come back to it, she is one of the reasons.
I've thought about trying to convince her to fuck me or something like that before but have never gone through with it, I've also done some disgusting things, a few times I've gone into her room and jerked off on her while she was sleeping and came on her, I would always clean it up after except one time I thought she was going to wake up so I didn't clean it and just left my cum on her ass.
I've also jerked off and came inside her lotion that she uses, I mixed it together so she wouldn't notice it, I've looked at her search history and found some porn, I jerked off to it while also cleaning myself with her socks and panties.
I've grabbed her ass and chest while we're were wrestling, I've noticed she's starting to dress more "slutty", she wore a tiny skirt the other day and it's been making me so hard thinking about her.
For her age she has a great ass and good size tits, I've tried and have successfully quit thinking of her sexually before but always go back eventually to jerking off and perving on her, I feel horrible because she's young but I hate her sometimes and thinking about doing this stuff feels so good, when I came on her ass It was the best nut I've ever had, I'll probably try to quit again soon, if anyone wants to chat or confess I'll love to hear it, if you want to chat personally say a way to contact you and I'll message you eventually.