But I Think About This A Lot And Want It Very Badly

I don’t know why.. but I think about this a lot and want it very badly..

but I wish an older stranger preferably female would touch me and do things to me, I think about it everyday and wish it came true.

Even if they have to choke me, or put a knife to my throat, I would love it if they touched me without me consenting.

I have discord if anyone is Interested.. it’s JessicaT36#4343 and I’m a guy btw