My older sister rose-mary has killed off my love life and sex life i am now 44 and she said she is going to do it again to me… why is this girl so mentally ill abusing her younger sister and not allowing her some love? soon there will be nothing at all… the concrete angels fall…is now my song… and Nikita you will never know anything about my home, you or i will never know how good if feels to hold you or i … anyone and everyone is to blame but me… its a new religion!!! if they blame it means they are in real pain!!!!