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i want to die

i’m just really tired…… i’m gay, but i will never allow myself to go that way, i just get really exhausted thinking about the future. the thought of never being loved takes just so much energy. I know my family loves me, but i have a feeling that i dont love them much, in fact i don’t feel anything when things happen to them, and didn’t feel anything when i left home. I just wish i could rest, just rest from always lying to people and myself, and lying to people that i’m happy. I just wish i could cut my wrist and know that i never have to think about anything again. i’m recently in love with someone, i know it will never happen, so it hurts….
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