I Can’t Get Rid of It

I have vivid and unintentional daydreams about killing people. Not real people or anyone in particular, just hypothetical ones. They involve the entire thing from initiation through execution through cover-up. All factors in it depend on specifics such as motive, available supplies, location, victim specifics, and many, many more things. Sometimes they can be simple, like a heroin overdose in a drug addict, or carbon monoxide poisoning for someone whose house is too tightly built. Other times, it can be more complicated, like staging a fake suicide, but with the person hung from their own entrails. I have no intent of actually doing it, but I still have the daydreams when I am bored. And there is absolutely NO WAY I am talking to anyone about this- that’s not the kind of knowledge you trust someone to associate with you.