i will forget you and will carry on my life.

Hello friends, i am giving this online confession about my boy friend. i am really feeling better as i am going to speak out whatever i have kept in my mind for days… You were the one person i thought I could count on. You are the one person that stops me cutting myself, and the one person that makes me. You treat me like shit. You don’t give your friends or enemies the same BS you give me, and yet I forgive you time and time again. I love you so much and yet you hurt me so bad. I feel I’d be happier putting up with your shit than I would if I was with out you. But this was your last chance, and you blew it. It’s just loads of sorrys that mean nothing anymore. But if I didn’t have you, I don’t know how long I would carry on. But i wont give up… i will forget you and will carry on my life.