I have a boyfriend irl and a boyfriend online.
I have always been a people pleaser and unfortunately couldn't stop that side of me when an online friend of mine confessed…
I now live a double life and it gets so exhausting.
I so badly want to tell the online boyfriend and just explain what happened.
I have strong feelings for both and both give me a kind of love that the other doesn't give.
I am incredibly attached to both of them and it'd hurt a lot if I had to give one up.
I just don't know what to do anymore… this all feels wrong.
I wish the world would just suck me up and everyone would forget about me.
I don't want to hurt either one but I can't just ghost the online one since I've told him my address since we've met irl ( nothing bad happened, it was just us wanting to meeting each other).
I just need to get this off my chest. I just need to tell someone.
