I don’t love my girlfriend. I’m not attracted to her either. I think she’s mean to other people, selfish, and doesn’t care about me. I never wanted to be with her, but keep her around so I’m not lonely.
She’s gotten worse, and more distant. I think she wants to break up, but doesn’t have the guts to do it.
I want to dump her after New Years, and move on with my life. But I’m afraid of being alone again. I have no family, and no one in my life, just her. But we have no future together.