sex..

i go online to get sexx and in this i search for girl who can have cem 2 cem sex n find no one but then get so retarded tht i show myself nud to people no matter if they dont shw them selves and today in afternoon i showed myself nude wlong wid face and nw i fear tht wethr she recorded my video or not …but i awful about this now , i feel guilty and i wana quit thi habit cuz i got a gf n i m cheating her :(( help me