im ready to turn over a new leaf

I’m asking for forgiveness and strength. I am addicted to masturbation and pornographic material. I’ve tried several times to quit and I’ve asked for forgiveness but was never ready to stop myself. I am now. I want to be close to God and do his will. Right now I feel like I’m walking aimlessly in this world with no purpose. So I’m asking Lord for forgiveness from my sins and the strength that when I’m tempted to turn away and do something productive. It’s in Jesus name I pray. Amen