When I was a teenager my parents divorced. I started to find my mother around the house so drunk she would be half undressed or completely naked. This is the first time I’ve ever seen a grown-up woman nude.
I wasn’t even interested in girls yet until the first time I saw my mother’s nude body. I felt like I was doing something wrong looking at her but I found myself feeling very different looking at her nude body. I was getting sexually excited for the first time in my life.
Once I learned that nothing would wake her up after she was drunk I took some nude pictures of her and jerked off looking at mom’s nude body for weeks. Then I tried feeling her up sucking on her nipples while I was fingering her vagina and after about a year I was able to experience sex for the first time in my life.
Mom never woke up or moved a muscle the whole time. She has never said anything to me about it. All my first sexual experiences were with my drunk mother. This was the greatest experience in my life