I turned fifty a few days ago. I’ve always been gay, since I was little. I like men, I never liked women. That is, liked men sexually, not women.
I’m a half and half, I’m feminine when it comes to feelings, but I have male traits when it comes to cars and outdoors activities. I gravitate to older men than me, men who are all men in everyway except they like men to sleep with. My first man was my social science teacher in junior high and not only was he the first he is the man that formed me. I’m a cock sucker, and I’m a bottom. I ‘need’ in everyway to be in a relationship with anal intercourse. I’m not good at practicing or just hand jobs and oral sex. Fuck me or I’m not going to be boyfriends with you.
I’m currently in a relationship, deep in the back of the closet, with a man who has a wife and five children. He owns a small business and I do work for him. I suck his dick for him and he fucks me in return. It’s a give and take relationship. I keep my mouth shut and I get his business. This man has always been a mother fucker, there are stories about him with the ‘men’ in the community. He’s busted more than one young man wide open. My type of man, all man except he like weeny.
