Unfulfilled

I feel completely unfulfilled in my life right now. Even my life’s passion, music, which has always been my escape and safe place, isn’t accessible to me in the same way it was before. People bore me, I have no motivation to stick to anything productive, I just feel unsatisfied. And alone in a way in which I feel myself preventing myself from feeling attractive to others, or able to be on that level with anyone. I don’t even know. I’m just in limbo. I don’t feel passionate about anything anymore. And I’m having a strong desire to travel, which I think is more because I feel so unfulfilled where I am. I need a change.