I keep reliving a mistake I forced myself through self hypnosis or something or I just forced myself to do it. I was in taekwondo and I had a girl either 4 or 6 in my lap and I ended up lifting her up and dropping her back down ending up giving myself a buttjob with her I can’t say it was madness. I caved to lust instead of not doing it like some voices said, I should have not done it.
If both of you enjoyed it then don’t worry about it.