i hate being black . i feel like its a curse from god. my race effects everything.. i feel like i was white or some other race in my former life and i was happy.. my mother help me hate myself.. and because it im gona reproduce with a white man because i dont want black babies nor do i want some one to be as sad as i am.
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I don’t know if this will help but you should embrace what you love most about your skin tone and rise above what your mother said maybe she has some insecurities she see in herself and she’s trying to project them on you. My mom mom abused verbally abused me too but I realized I had to show her I’m not the things she called me. If you want to talk about your situation maybe we can get in contact somehow oh also I’m a(n) African American female.