I am preparing for a very important exam my parents have spent a lot of money on me but I just don’t feel like I wanna do it now. I am faking everything not studying playing games hiding test results and my parents are spending a lot of money on me. I don’t know what to do. I feel so shit now; I have time to recover but no spirit to do so. God, please do some magic and bring the old me back… I was much better and enthusiastic, I am just a piece of a shit cowardly child now.