Darkness

I lied to my friends in college about my age. I was ashamed to tell anyone there that i had dropped two years after my high school before coming to college. Four years of my college i was always scared that anyone of them might come to know about it. But it never happened. Now after college i sat for some exams. I am from poor family. My parents have spent thousands on my education. They think i am studying hard. Yesterday my results came and i have failed. I am ashamed. I dint study anything. I sit in my room all day long but i dont study. I dont know where am going. People think i would be something big one day. But i think am a loser. I dont want to run dont want to walk even. I just want to be in my room and wait for the inevitable. I love you papa mummy but am helpless. Please forgive me. I love you.