They called me mad before and i was like okay they might just be telling it…they thought i hated my brother and i never accepted him so somewhere or the other theyd always be there for him rather than for me…and today when i raised my voice for myself cuz they said i was wrong and i said i wasnt…they were like your a girl and he is elder to you…so just keep quiet.
You are not allowed to raise your voice.. Just bcz im a girl im not allowed to raise my voice?!
why this injustice?
And then since i didnt listen to them they were like you a psycho and one day ull kill us all…they beat me…the hurt my arms…and then they were like get out…you dont deserve a shelter here…if you wanna live here u are not allowed to speak..they said now we regret even giving birth to you…if we knew you were gonna be a psycho like this we would never even have bought you to this world…and then when i just took my brothers name they were like dont u dare even speak his name….uk how bad that hurts!
when they make you feel he is superior in every single way…and you are of no value at all…they were like theyd make a police complaint against me filing a case that theres a psycho living in their home!..they were like they wish i was dead….
I wish i was dead too…cuz anyway im broken into a billion trillion pieces from inside..and im dead inside…just pretending alive from the outside….they say i hurt them everytime…dont their words hurt me too?!…
I Too Wish I Was Dead…I'm Sorry!
