In Middle School All My Trauma Just Kinda Hit Me So I Was Feeling Horrible About My Self Telling Me It Was My Fault So I Had To Talk To A Social Worker Every Thursday

In middle school all my trauma just kinda hit me so i was feeling horrible about my self telling me it was my fault so i had to talk to a social worker every thursday.

I gotta say it did help alot but everything i felt in middle just hit me again a little around after my birthday and then i started to feel empty and i dont know i didnt really feel anything after.
But know i just feel like hurting myself or wanting everything to be over
Honestly
Im tired.