I am a 24year old boy my mother passed away when i was in 6th standard i live with my Mama g ( Mother's Brother ) and my Nana g and Nani g also live with us.
I am fed up of my Mami ( Mama's wife ) we all are good with each other but whenever i play with my mama's son if i am making him laugh "mt kr ( don't do that ) " she's not comfortable that i am playing with him now kids are like if something slight happens they'll start crying even sometimes they fake the cry too and then again she's like why are you doing that don't you know how to play you're big he's a child ( even when there is no point of doing those things ) she gets irritated from me very quickly.
My Nani makes food sometimes and she's like mastersheff lite she use to do experiments of mixing vegetables with others so one day i told that who makes this kind of food this is not supposed to be mixed with each other Nani and than again my mami came in and you don't know how do we make food only you are doing these tantrums all other people are eating there food if you have so problem make your own food ( Even i was talking with my Nani g and passing some random funny comments ) i am literally missing my mother either she should be here or she had taken me with her i shoud have died on her place i want to run away forever i want to die i want to commit sucide I don't want to live anymore only the thing is stopping me from doing these all things is my Mama i love him i love my Nana my Nani i love them but deep inside i don't want to live anymore I've lost hope even from myself i want to do something i want to build my own empire i don't want to be in this house anymore.
