For the satisfaction of Allah. I am eager to restore the free will, freedom, and the rights of those of His creations. This mercy that we all strive to receive from Allah, to those whom understand. This is my attempt to make amends and make right after such a life of immense sin and realizing […] More
The Lesser Resurrection of the Travelers. Learn how to say the Hebrew alphabet, then go to Google images type in the 72 names of God. Print them out, then find a room with a bed, preferably a bed nobody will bother you in. Get into the bed, say the 72 names of God for 2 […] More
I must confess that the best prayers with actually meanings I ever have are when am taking shit and it’s so embarrassing and I really want to change that. More
In the name of the most merciful! I seek to repent, I have done what was asked again to reverse any evil done. O Most Merciful! I have begged for months to stop the corrupt evil that I was indeed coerced into and make amends with those affected by the situation. I wish to aid […] More
I grew up believing in God, in heaven and hell, in sin and redemption. But one day, everything changed. It wasn’t a sudden realization, but a slow, painful process. I started asking questions that no one could answer. Why do bad things happen to good people? Why does faith demand blind devotion? The more I […] More
I am from Brunei, a very Muslim country. When I was in my teens my father was assigned to an Embassy in Europe. We went to a private school for girls. I had to hide my rebellion from my father and mother, I became sexually active with another girl. Two pretty Muslim girls having sex […] More
I am from Brunei, a very Muslim country. When I was in my teens my father was assigned to an Embassy in Europe. We went to a private school for girls. I had to hide my rebellion from my father and mother, I became sexually active with another girl. Two pretty Muslim girls having sex […] More
Dear God. I have a confession to make. One that gnaws at me every time I think about you. The problem is that I have an addiction. To many things. To alcohol, to intimacy, to bad videos. All these things are eating me alive whenever I think about you Lord because I can't seem to […] More