I started jerking off, I when was on meth later on would have fantasy of being forceful on others. I get jealous easy if others seem as they are doing better than I. I don’t like being told off , others telling us what to do. I get jealous at others success in there field of work . I wold look and check out married woman, I would call Sex lines . I used to have dreams of sex change. I wold put on ladies underwear while high on meth. I would talk to wife about her aunts. And ow they watched movies.