I haven't had sex with my wife for over five years. At least real sex.
I have to accept a hand job once in a while and she chalks it up to lame ass excuses every time.
It pisses me off because I can give myself a hand job and I want the intimacy that comes with feeling flesh on flesh.
I want and need the real touch of a woman who desires me, wants me, needs me.
Her inaction makes me feel like shit about myself and has created a lack in confidence, then she bitches because I'm not confident or I am too self-deprecating.
WTF does she THINK will happen if she won't climb on once in a while and at least try to let me feel like a man?
Because of that, I've begun going back to old girlfriends and friends.
I want to not only cheat on my wife, but I want to leave her.
Tired of masturbating thinking of them when my wife should be the one getting me off.
