My story is one of desperation due to economic circumstances and the choice I made without taking the consequences into consideration. I was out of college and on my own and unemployed and totally broke. My family was far away, in the middle of the middle of America, and I was on the West Coast, the land of milk and honey, and lesbian all around. I went there after college because of the lesbian scene, I thought it was where I needed to be. But what I found was that being poor with a silly degree just meant you were poor. And the lesbians I met were either very poor like me, with all sorts of head problems, and I didn’t fit in. I questioned myself, was I really a lesbian, or was it that I liked lesbian sex?
I agreed to take a room in a house for an immigrant who had papers and keep house for him, in return for room and board. While I looked for some job that paid more than minimum wage. He came from a culture where women are, well to put it bluntly, the woman in the house. She cooks and cleans and mends the clothes, and bends over when he wants her. And he made sure I understood the last part, bend over and don’t complain. I won’t say he fucked me every night, he fucked me often enough. Often enough that when he grabbed me I bent over and gave him all the pussy he wanted. The more pussy he got, the more he wanted, and before long he ‘owned me and my pussy’. Some people refer to these men as machos or other denigrating names. Well he was macho, what can I say.
I wanted him to fuck me. That’s the worse part, isn’t it. You want to be fucked. You will kiss him anywhere, wash his clothes, cook his meals, do what he wants, as long as he fucks you. I had never experienced that before. Macho men exist, because women want them to be macho with them. Compared to the men I had been around in college, or some of the men when I was on the street, macho pays the bills and macho does the fucking around his place. Fuck me, please.
I didn’t work. Not outside the house. I was the ‘housewife’ in every single way. My job was simple, cater to him. It is the easiest job in the world, when you know that at the end of the day he is coming home, he will have dinner you prepared, you will clean up the kitchen and make everything nice and clean, you will take off your panties and give him pussy to fuck. And then you will suck his cock, because it pleases you to do so. Suck his warm soft cock and clean his cock of all your pussy juice so he doesn’t sleep all sticky. I had never ever felt like a woman, now I did.
One day out of the thin air he says to me, woman get pregnant, or something like that. He was pissed at all the fucking and he had nothing to show for it. I got off birth control lickety-split. I grew a big belly, for a little woman like me it was a great big belly and he patted my belly, and then my ass and said good job woman, keep that up. I cooked and cleaned and sucked his cock and I grew bigger and bigger until I popped. A boy baby, hooray.
