I was molested by a shopkeeper almost 10 years ago and since then i haven't been the same.
Every time I'm horny i jerk off to gay porn and it makes me sick just doing it.
I love women and their bodies but I'm now scared of being intimate with them cause of all this baggage of experimenting with sleeping with guys.
I'm kinda fucked up and confused and i feel guilty for what happened and how it's silently ruining my life and it's making me push away my friends a makes me want to stay alone.
