I have a fantasy I am ashamed about do not want it to happen and have never told anyone about it. I have had it as long as I can remember having sexual thoughts. It is about forced sex. In my fantasy I am in a room with several attractive men who make it clear they all want me and contrary to what I am like I become completely submissive. I get highly aroused as they push me down on the bed and strip my clothes off. I know there is nothing I can do to stop them so I don’t struggle.
One by one they mount me and fill me with their sperm. Their young strong hard bodies trapping me and keeping me from getting away. They are intent on getting me pregnant and forcing me to carry their baby.
I am married and we have decided not to have children at this time. I cannot take oral birth control so we use other methods. A few nights ago I had this dream where I was woken up by my husband entering me. I tell him to stop and put on protection but he doesn’t. I know he intends on getting me pregnant against my wishes but there is nothing I can do.
Then I look and it is no longer my husband, it is this other guy we know. He is smiling and I look over and my husband is asleep next to me. I want him to wake up and stop this but he doesn’t and I feel the man as he plants his seed in me. I wake up so aroused I put my hand down there and I am increadably wet. I had almost had an orgasm.
Is this because I secretly want a baby or is it because I want my husband to be more dominant and aggressive. I don’t know but if he did just take me I would love it.
